Sunday, February 12, 2006


About the Author: Julio cortázar(1914-1984) is famous for his fantastical short stories. His stories always have an element of craziness or insanity. Hallucinations and illusions are also used regularly to create a atmosphere of mystery in which reality merges with imagination. One of his first stories to gain popularity was casa tomada (a taken over house) from the collection Bestiario. The story Las babas del Diablo (The dribbles of the devil) was adopted into a movie titled Blowup by Michaelangelo Antonioni (1966). This story is chosen for the shortness of it's length. The original Spanish version can be found here.

Continuity of The Parks


He had begun the novel a few days ago. Had to discontinue because of some urgent business. While returning on the train to the farm he had reopened it; letting himself to get interested slowly in the plot, in the descriptions of the characters. That afternoon, after writing a letter to his attorney and arguing with the superintendent over an issue of share cropping, he returned to the book in the tranquility of his study which faced the park of oaks. Sprawled in his favourite armchair, with its back towards the door - it would have irritated him due to the possibility of intrusions - he let his left hand caress the green velvet a few times and set out to read the last chapters. His memory retained without effort the names and portrayals of the protagonists; The novelistic illusion mesmerized him more or less instantly. He relished the almost perverse pleasure of disengaging himself line by line from the surroundings, and being aware at the same time that his head was resting comfortably in the velvet of the high back, that the cigarettes were at hand, that beyond the great windows was dancing the twilight air over the oaks. Word by word, absorbed by the sordid dilemma of the heroes, he allowed himself enter the images which settled and acquired colour and movement, as he was witnessing the last rendezvous in the mountain cabin. First entered the woman, apprehensive; now the lover was arriving, gashed on the face by the backlash of a tree branch. Lovingly she was stashing the blood with her kisses, but he rebuffed her caresses; he hadn't come to repeat the rituals of their secret passion, guarded by a world of peeled eyes and surreptitious paths. The dagger was becoming lukewarm against his chest, and beneath it was throbbing the covert freedom. A salacious dialog ran through the pages like a stream of serpents, and it felt as if everything had been planned since forever. Even the caresses writhing about the lover'’s body as if wishing to detain him, to dissuade him, depicted disgustingly the shape of another body which had to be destroyed. Nothing had been forgotten: alibis, accidents, possible pitfalls. From that moment onwards, each instant had its use minutely assigned. The brutal twice-gone-over reviewing of details was barely interrupted so that a hand caressed a cheek. It was beginning to get dark. Without even looking at each other, focused rigidly on the task that was awaiting them, they parted at the door of the cabin. She was required to fallow the road that went northwards. From the road opposite, he turned an instant to see her run with her hair flowing. He ran in turn, crouching behind the trees and hedges till he could discern in the mauve mist the poplar grove that led to the house. The dogs shouldn't have barked and they did not. The superintendent shouldn't have been present at that hour and he was not. He climbed the three steps of the porch and entered. Over the blood pounding in his ears came the words of the woman: first a blue coloured room, then a corridor, a carpeted staircase. At the top, two doors. No one in the first bedroom, no one in the second. The door of the salon, and then the dagger in hand, the light from the great windows, the high back of an armchair of green velvet, the head of a man in the chair reading a novel.

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

A Long Distance Relationship that will last forever


Update: This entry was written right after running a marathon. A person tends to be highly sentimental and elated after running for 4 hours and 26 miles, as anyone who is done it will tell you. I am not as emotional as I sound in what follows but I have kept this entry just to reminisce once in a while.

November 20, 2005. For most people this was probably as ordinary a Sunday morning as any other. Late waking up and brunch.



But not for me. And not for 18 of my team-mates. For us, and I think I can speak for everyone of them, it was one of the most exciting mornings of our lives. The one we will remember forever. It was the day when we ran and FINISHED our first marathon. Each one of us has a story to tell about this day and although mine is not as inspiring as the others’, I think it’s still worth telling.



Our day started at 5:00 AM. By 7:20, all the members of the AID-Asha team had arrived and we did our usual stretching exercises. The temperature was slightly chilly - around 4ºC . I was feeling very unsure about myself. I had not trained properly in the last 4 weeks. I had missed the 12 miler due to my Germany trip and had not done most of the smaller runs. Also, I had not done any stretching exercises during the last week. I was feeling all stiff and cramped. I was really apprehensive about running too fast. It was a very uncomfortable feeling.



Then came Tom’s pep-talk. I was too occupied with my lack of confidence, but some of the sentences made deep impact: “This marathon is about FUN and RELAXATION… YES. Relaxation. Be relaxed and have fun. And DON’T GIVE UP.”. I kept playing this sentence in my mind from the start to the end. Whenever I started tensing up about my stiff legs or my pounding heart, I just kept saying to myself “Relax. Relax. Have fun. Have fun. You are having fun. Don’t give up.” I had seen coaches giving last minute talks to their athletes in movies but I could have never imagined the difference it can make.



When the race began, I was in the loo. When I finally started running, there was a huge crowd in front of me, and I could not see any of the team-mates. The pacers were nowhere to be seen either. If not for Tom’s advice, I would have panicked and done something stupid, like sprinting to find them. But I kept a pace just slightly above my usual. In a minute, I saw Shreedhar and then Ady. He repeated Tom’s Advice (in Marathi): “Shanti la dhar re (Hold on to peace)”. I laughed it off then but I was munching on it for quite some time.



After about 5 minutes, there was a downslope and I could see a set of balloons somewhere up front. It had to be the 4:00 pacer, I thought. I felt a tiny twinge of excitement and, for the first time, I wondered about attempting to finish a few minutes over 4:00. But the woman disappeared in the sea of bouncing heads as I came down the slope. I was still flirting with the idea of a near 4:00 finish when I saw a familiar yellow T-shirt. I jumped onto the pavement, to get a clearer running path. Without warning, my shins started hurting and my calves became stiff. I was not sure if this was psychological. But the T-shirt was only 100 feet away so I increased my speed. It was Pravin. We decided to keep the 4:00 pacer in sight. We caught up with the 4:00 pacer ran with her for a while. At 3 miles, my shins were not hurting too much but my calves were still very stiff. I reasoned that it was because of the cold and will go away. So I left her behind. I was initially trying to look for the 3:50 pacer, but soon gave up. The next few miles were uneventful. My calf situation hadn't improved but I managed to ignore it. At 8 miles there were some Asha volunteers cheering for me. At around 10 miles I had become a bit slow and was doing 5 minutes slower than the 9min/mile pace. But I was feeling pretty tired and was reluctent to accelarate. A short way up, Sujit, Rajani and Anish were standing ready to cheer me up. I got a couple of packets of Gu from them. And then something miraculous happened. I think this was the point where my adrenaline kicked in. All the pain was forgotten, all the tiredness vanished. And for the first time, I actually decided to go for a 4 hour finish. I ran the next three miles at almost 8:20 min/mile thinking "This race is a lot of fun".



I stopped after the 14 mile mark and did some stretching. I was still worried about getting cramps. At the 18 mile mark was going at 2 minutes slower than 9min/mile. In a few minutes, I saw Ram. We ran for a while together. At around 19.5 miles I could feel serious cramp building up in both my thighs and both my calves. So after the 20 mile mark I stopped for stretching. It turned out to be a bad move. I got a really bad cramp in my left thigh as I tried to stretch it and had to sit down. I did some self massage on it. That helped and I was back on the road. A short way up, Rajani was waiting with a Camera. That was a real moral booster. I gained some speed repeating to myself, “Relax, Relax”. I kept imagining in my head that my thigh muscles are loosening up and that my heart is pumping slower and my breathing is becoming even, imagining the actual anatomical processes in detail to distract my brain from thinking about the pain. I kept telling myself that as long as my heart is doing okay, I should be fine. The self hypnosis was actually working. In the next two miles I was back to my 2 minutes slower than 9min/mile pace.



Around the 22 mile mark as I was falling back into the feeling extreme tiredness, a few more Asha volunteers cheered me up and Kasturi took pictures with a very fancy SLR. I got very charged up. Then, at around the 23 mile marker came a short up-slope that looked steep but mostly harmless. I was WRONG. As I ran over it, I thought my legs have disappeared and I am going to faint. I felt all dizzy and out of focus. I just let myself fall under gravity over the down slope on the other side. I HAD to stop to gain perspective. After eating some Gu, I started running slowly and was thinking, "So I am not finishing in 4 hours after all :( ". I started finding excuses for not doing it in that time. Then a guy in his mid 40s came from behind me and said, “I have been watching you and you have done okay till now. But you know what, you are not giving it your best shot and you are gonna regret it at the end”. And he passed me. That was very irritating. But it worked for me. I started speeding up. But the 24 mile marker just wasn’t showing up. I would check my watch after what felt like an iternity and it would just be a minute. When I finally reached it, I had exactly 18 minutes left to finish in 4 hours. That meant slightly faster than 9 min/mile and I was feeling a tiredness like never before. My head was buzzing and my vision was blurring intermittently. But that guy had done it. I thought, “what the heck. Shreedhar is attempting to run a marathon in spite of having serious health issues, Pravin is trying hard to finish at around 4:00 in spite of having fever for the last few days, I would be a real yellowbellied chicken if I didn’t try to finish it below 4:00. The Asha-AID volunteers have worked very hard for last 5 months. Tom has been very helpful and inspiring. I will be seriously undermining their efforts if I didn’t attempt it. That guy is right. I will regret it if I don't try”. So I started accelerating even more. Chanting in my mind “Left--Right. Left--Right. DON’T -- GIVE UP. DON’T -- GIVE UP. ALMOST--THERE. ALMOST--THERE.” My only worry was that I should not faint or it would defeat the whole purpose. I decided to talk to people, since as long as I am talking, my brain is active so it’s unlikely that I will faint. Unfortunately, no one was in a mood to talk. So I kept overtaking people one by one and saying “hallo”. That was enough. It kept me going. But in this process of trying stay concious, I missed the 25 mile marker. According to my watch, it was obvious that I had passed it. I decided that since I can’t be too sure when it passed, I will start sprinting when I see the 26 mile marker. It never came. The soles of my feet were burning like crazy. I was becoming agonizingly aware of some muscles in my body that I didn't know existed. Then suddenly, there were a lot of people along the road cheering very hard, “You are looking good, you can do it. Go Asha. Almost there”. One very cute little girl was sitting on her Dad’s shoulders holding a hand out for a high five. It was getting highly emotional and my speed was increasing automatically. Everyone around me was speeding up. And I could feel the end was close. But still was not sure how close. The excitement was contagious. I could almost smell the Adrenaline. The air was infused with it. Then some guy said, "You are done, It’s just around this bend". My watch was showing 4 hours. I thought – "Sh%t". I started speeding up as much as I could, but there were too many people in front of me. When I turned around the bend, I saw the timer showing 3:59:58 and I felt a serious urgency to run my a$$ off. Just before finishing I saw the clock showing 4:00:05. I was sort of phased out for a while after that. I was standing there but didn’t know what exactly I wanted to do. A woman in front of me said “right or left” or something like that. I didn’t understand what she was saying but just went to the right side. Someone said “Let me help you with your shoes”. I didn’t even reply. I was trying to look for AID-Asha volunteers but couldn’t recognize anyone in the pattern of blurred circles. I walked out of the running zone and someone wrapped a metal foil around me. I was very grateful because I was shivering. I felt like lying down right there. But I wanted to be found by the AID-Asha people before I did that since I was not sure if I will be okay once I let go. Finally, I heard someone calling my name. It was Sreedhar. Relief oozed in me and I immediately slumped on the ground, feeling happy that I was part of a team and not alone.



My chip time (the actual time from when I crossed the startline to when I crossed the finish line) turned out to be 3:57:56 (3 hr 57min 56 sec). Three days have passed since then but the high of finishing my first marathon below 4 hours has still not receded. I must say that it would have been impossible without my team-mates and Coach Tom and the Asha-AID volunteers who were there at all times to take care of our comfort. Half of the credit goes to them.



Here are stories from my other team-mates:

Pravin's Blog

Malathi's Blog

Amit's Blog

Ady's Blog

Vivek's Blog

Shreedhar Kale's Blog

Photos:

taken by Kasturi

taken by Diwakar

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Parting - Bertolt Brecht



Der Abschied

Wir umarmen uns.
Ich fasse reichen Stoff
Du fassest armen.
Die Umarmung ist schnell
Du gehst zu einem Mahl
Hinter mir sind die Schergen.
Wir sprechen vom Wetter und von unserer
Dauernden Freundschaft. Alles andere
Wäre zu bitter.

Parting

We embrace.
Rich cloth under my fingers
While yours touch poor fabric.
A quick embrace
You were invited for dinner
While the minions of law are after me.
We talk about the weather and our
Lasting friendship. Anything else
Would be too bitter.

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

Abysssssssmal...


How would you feel if your day goes like this:


  • you wake up because of a phone call. Hoping that it's from back home you run to pick it up only to find that it's the good for nothing lady with a voice like that of a cat with a fish cartilage stuck in her throat trying to sell you direcTV for the 100th time.

  • You can't go back to sleep because now you are terribly hungry.

  • You go down to the kitchen only to realize that there is no cereal or milk left

  • Gulping down some orange juice and eating the toast that has been lying in the toaster for more than a week, you go to the dept. to teach a class.

  • During the class, you hear a growling sound and turn back to see if there is anything wrong with the heating system only to find out that the sound is actually coming from the involuntary vibrations of the epiglottis of a certain indivisual in slumberland.

  • After the class you have to go and meet your adviser

  • You decide that you need a break and decide to check out the BIG SALE going on in Express and Mexx, but when you drive down to the Mall you find out that the BIG is not really big... You still end up buying things

  • While coming back, you enter a jug handle and are flabbergasted to see a car coming right at you. You exclaim: What the F*** is this guy doing

  • You emerge from the jug handle thinking that the things can't get worse than this to see a cop car waiting for you and a cop standing in front of your car. It was in fact you who was doing the crazy thing - The DO NOT ENTER sign that you thought was for the other road next to the one you took was in fact for you...





  • Why do bad things happen to good people ?

    Tuesday, November 25, 2003

    On Girlfriends and Thesis Guides


    Chaitanya S Guttikar *



    This article describes the uncanny congruences between the way a
    relationship develops between a boy & a girl and a Grad student & his/her
    thesis guide. We assume that the graduate student is from Mathematics/
    Physics departments or other departments where he/she is not already
    associated with a thesis guide before he/she joins the Grad school. For
    the anologies between such adviser student relationships and arranged marriages, see [G].



    To make the anology clear let G denote a (possibly prospective) thesis
    Guide or a prospective partner and let S denote a grad student/boy/girl who
    wants this person G as his/her guide/partner. For simplicity, we will
    assume that G is a female and S is a male throughout this discussion,
    although, the reader can easily varify that the analysis given below
    applies to all possible sex combinations of G and S.



    The data** reflects that the process goes approximately like this:



    Step 1: S gets impressed by some/all aspects of G and decides that
    this is the person of his dreams and starts flirting with the idea of
    approaching G.



    Step 2: S soon realizes that he lacks the courage. G is too good for
    him. Decides to become a stud in whatever way he can (e.g. by aquiring
    knowledge of 'n' number of things) so that G will be impressed or at
    least will pay attention.



    Step 3: S has no clue what exactly will impress G since G is just too good.
    Another person S', who has been through this process and has got a G' of
    his dreams, counsels that S is already impressive enough and if he doesn't
    at least start "flirting" with G, he will never have a chance, especially
    because there are so many other S" dreaming about G...



    Step 4: Taking the counsel, S gathers up courage to start flirting with G.
    As he enters the room, G is sitting there, possitively impressive.
    In a very courtious and friendly manner, G smiles. S tries to smile.
    Then some discussion takes place which S cannot remember afterwards.
    All he remembers is that he was dumb and didn't know what to say to most of
    the things and still G didn't seem to be as annoyed as he had expected. May
    be, this sort of encounter is a rountine for G... But alteast, G said
    "we could meet again sometime". There is still hope.



    Step 5: Then follow many meetings in which G and S get to know each other
    better. S realizes that, though G is very impressive and still the person
    of his dreams, G is still human. And that they seem to share the same
    excitement about certain things and that .....



    Step 6: Meanwhile, S has also started flirting with other G's. After some
    time, he decides that a particular G is better than all other Gs for him
    and decides to go ahead with this particular G, keeping the other Gs as
    fallback options. From now on G will denote this particular G.



    Step 7: Still, S doesn't have enough courage to "propose". What if G is
    just being friendly and doesn't have any other intentions. meanwhile, G is
    wondering,"When is this guy going to ask me ? I have been giving so many
    hints that I am going to say 'YES', but he just doesn't understand. We
    could get down to more interesting/practical things once we have sorted
    this out."



    Step 8: Social pressures*** start building up on S. He cannot procrastinate
    any longer. He has to do it - Now or Never. He decides that he doesn't
    want to do it when there are many people arround so it's best to ask G if
    S could come to G's room sometime... G says "YES anytime, How about
    tomorrow at ..." Anxiety has reached it's climax when S enters G's room.
    G is sitting there, smiling as usual. S is in no mood/state to smile.
    Marshalling the very little of valour that is left in him, he fumbles
    "Will you be my ....". A second passes in which G, who was reclining in
    the chair gets up and goes to the cabinet. S sees it as if everything is
    happening in slow motion, why is G taking an eternity to answer, I am
    going to burst in a moment if he doesn't answer, I am sure it's a NO, but
    say it, let's get over with it... G turns, (very slowly according to S),
    and says "YES ofcourse". S is not sure if he heard correctly. But he did.



    Further Directions for research:


    Although the dynamics of the process of both these processes is by now well understood, an analysis and
    satisfactory explaination of why these congruences exist, is still lacking. It could lead to a better understanding of
    both the species "Girlfriends" and "Advisers" and bring some predictability and order to the situation.




    * This paper has been inspired by very useful discussions with Louis-Pierre Arguin and Sairam Subramanian.

    ** A sample of 20 graduate students from Math/Physics departments
    of various graduate schools arround the Continental USA was used. The male
    to female sex ratio in this sample was 14:6 so the results represent the males
    better than the females.

    *** The term Social pressure represents one or more of the many contraints that
    shape a graduate student's life, e.g. Funding, girlfriend, girlfriend's parents, ego and
    self respect etc. For a more exhaustive list, refer to the appendix I at the end of [SG].



    References:



    [A] Arguin, Louis-Pierre, "Flirting - A new Definition and examples" .
    Princeton Journal of Graduate Student life, 2003.

    [AG] Arguin, Louis-Pierre and Guttikar, Chaitanya S., "On Wine, Women and
    Wisdom", Preprint, arXiv.HS.2003765545.

    [G] Guttikar, Chaitanya S., "Ph.D. guides and their students in certain
    engineering disciplines and congruences with Arranged Marriages in India"
    ,
    Journal of South Asian Graduates' Association (JSAGA), December 2003.

    [GS] Guttikar, Chaitanya S. and Subramanian, Sairam, "Social Pressures, and how to cope with them."
    published by Society for the Welfare of Grad Students Getting Married and Just Marrieds (SWGSGMJM), May 2003.

    Wednesday, October 15, 2003

    Mothers !


    Here is a peice of a standard conversation that takes place between an Indian Mother and her "child" in the US doing his/per Ph.D.



    C: Hallo Aai*

    M: Hallo, Have you had dinner ?

    C: No. I just came back from the dept. Now I will cook some dal and eat.

    M: It's neccessary that you have dinner on time. It's not good for your health to skip
    meals. What did you have for lunch ?

    C: Buffalo wings and salad and an Apple.

    M: That's all ???? (Silence for 2 seconds) You should eat more. This is too less. You work so hard...

    C: First of all, I don't work as hard as I should and secondly I don't need more food, Aai.

    M: Yes you do. And you need more food. You have become so thin.

    C: In fact I am in perfect shape. I never felt more fit.

    M: NO... You need to eat more. And take enough rest. You need rest.

    C: I don't. I sleep for 7 hours already.

    M: But brain takes up a lot of energy. So you need to take rest and and eat chocolates or Almonds or Cachewnuts while you are working.

    C: Aai... Can we talk about something else ? How is the construction work at our new house going on ?

    M: It's going well. It will be over in another month. We didn't install the bathtub that you had asked us to because baba thought that it was not necessary, at least for now.

    C: And how are your tutions coming along ?

    M: Quite well. I am enjoying them. Oh that reminds me. The father of one of my students is visiting NewYork and he said he could visit you. So I am sending a leather jacket and a sweater and a pair of handgloves with him. It must be getting awefully cold there.

    C: Oh no........ Aai.... Why do you do this. I don't need leather jacket. I have many jackets and it's anyway good to wear more layers than just one big fat jacket. And I don't even know this guy that you are sending the things with. YOu shouldn't do that. Mainly because it's not needed..........

    M: You do need a leather jacket. Aarati's sister, who stays in newjersey was here a week ago and she was telling that a leather jacket is absolutely neccessary in winter. And this is guy offered to take those things himself. I didn't ask him.

    C: So what... Aai I am telling you I don't need the jacket. So don't send it if you haven't bought it already.

    M: No, I haven't but you do need it and Baba* and I are going to buy it in the evening and the person is going to collect it tomorrow morning when he comes to drop Tejas off for the tutions.

    C:..............................................

    M: Have a proper dinner and then go to sleep in time.

    C: okay..... Should I hang up now ?

    M: okay. Bye and take care, Son.

    C: Bye Bye Aai.


    Surely, Neccessity is the Invention of all Mothers !


    * Aai = Mom, Baba = Dad

    Sunday, September 28, 2003

    The Canal and the Canoe


    Today was the day for a canoe trip down the princeton canal. Oh, wait a minute... When I say canal, are you thinking about a dull and ugly brown water body carrying all the grime and grimaces of poor people and industrial waste let into it by powerful businessmen blended into a homogenious poison eating everything that came it's way like a boa constrictor let loose (Well even it won't eat everything). Then think again... Because this is the Delaware & Raritan canal running through the rich (both economically and ecologically) neighbourhood between (obviously) Raritan and Delaware with a tow path walking beside it like a boyfriend with an arm around his girlfriend's waist. A perfect place (and today a pefect weather too) for Canoeing, Kayaking and Rafting.. We entered it from the Alexander street entry and went all the way down (it's down steam but it's towards north) till lake carnigie and the Route 27 entry/exit and back. It was great fun. History tells me that it was built in 1834 for no recreational purpose but as a means of transport and mules used to pull the rafts floating on the canal with big loads on It walking along the tow path. (Now you know why it's called the Tow path, hmm) But now it would make a really romantic date to go with your girl canoeing through the fall colours, savoring blue nun (it's a wine you pervert !) and talking about colors and water and photographs and painting and violin and flute and moonlight and many other things...

    Saturday, July 26, 2003


    Surely, you are all criminals Mr. Feynman!


    I have discussed this with friends so many times - How could the great scientists like Feynman and others live with the burden of an atomic bomb weighing on their conscience or was it that they realized how horrible the effects were only after the bomb was dropped ? This email from Prof. Shivshankar of Chennai Math. Institute answers it quite aptly. (The excerpt is from another book)

    Sunday, July 13, 2003


    Life Cycle of a theoretical physicist


    This is funny. And quite close to the truth, if you have ever studied Quantum Field Theory. Read it till the end even if you don't understand what the person is talking about...

    Friday, May 23, 2003


    On Bhel, Samosa, Wada Pav, Cutting Chai etc.


    What is the first thing one feels like doing, after months of starvation and undernutrition at the hands of university food services ? Of course, you feel like having a nice hot and spicy wada pav with a cutting tea at a bus drivers' canteen. So that's what Hoga and I did as soon as we got the chance. So here we were, eating samosa and wada pav and sipping a cutting chai (although slurping would be a more closer description of the way you are supposed to drink boiling tea making those "phluuurrrrrr" sounds) at the foodmall (well not quite a busdrivers' canteen but close enough) at 3 am in the morning. I followed this up with a session of Kanda bhaji (Onion Dumplings) and Mirchi bhaji (Green Chilli dumplings).

    And while eating all these snacks we were discussing what else we are going to eat once we reach Pune - Things like Bhel, Sabudana Khichadi, Bedekar Misal, etc. And I did eat all these things on the same day that I landed in India. It was just great. Although, it must have been a tough job for my stomach to digest everything that was being pushed into it.

    Do I appear to be a gluton ? I have become one after going to the US... NO NO. It's not "The american food" that's made me a gluton. It's the almost complete and forced abstenance from Indian food that has done it. Do you find this weird ? Then I am sure you are not from a family where your mom and dad cook all sorts of wonderful things for you and you just don't understand how great chefs they are and you eat Bhel, pani puri, samosa chat and Kachhi dabeli almost every evening, complaining about how it is becoming more and more expensive (from Rs. 3/- per Dabeli to Rs. 4/- per Dabeli) till one day you find yourself standing in front of a food counter in the Frist campus Center in Princeton, trying to figure out what would taste less boring now that you have consumed everything on the menu at least 10 times already, day after day. Then you will know what I am talking about...